its again one of those days where youre just annoyed at nothing. just.. nothing.
and you cant find the cause after reflecting.

anyway, i think my life staying here becomes a bit more meaningful rather than staying at home where i'd have probably wasted more time rotting and loafing around. here theres some motivation to excercise and practice more. and sometimes also by the power of god to go for mass. but i need more motivation to study without falling asleep.
self control i guess.

i miss home. maybe becuase i was talking to brian the other night and i realised how much i miss him at scotland. much as he can be a nut, he gave some advice which really meant something to me. and yeah i miss and appreciate everything from nainai to dalton more.

anyway, i dont know. i'm still carrying a whole hell load of frustrated energy. and i think i know where its mainly coming from. but as for the rest, well i dont really know how to resolve the problem just yet.. but nothing to do with anyone this time.

ohkay its time to rest. goodnight world.
posted by halfpastfour- at 11:06 PM [edit]